before discovering lana del rey
after discovering lana del rey
i want to sleep for 2 years and wake up with a degree, an apartment and money in the bank.
I’m always going to be the hot messy fucked up girl that everybody wants and nobody wants
(Source: lanafan, via lanafan)
people ask why some people get into drugs. why do some people get addicted to the chemicals that could potentially kill you. then why do people drive fast cars. why do people skydive. in a world so saturated with information, we are so constantly over stimulated, over exposed and over satiated that sober normativity no longer holds excitement for us. the somber simplicity that are our lives is no longer enough. we are constantly searching for the extremes of our mortality, pushing our boundaries to the edge, so desperate to feel something, anything, an ounce of emotion that resembles a new experience. or perhaps some people, living in a world so loud and busy, turn to drugs to drown out the noise, to slow down the turns that only seem to lead towards their inevitable deaths. these people are the ones to have it right though, for those who welcome death no longer fear it. only without fear can we live like kings and queens, and only with drugs and poisons can we feel like royals.
Shared my body and my mind with you
But that’s all over now
I did what I had to do
I could see you leaving now
(Source: e-verythingilove, via rehvolt)
Thinkin Bout You - Frank Ocean
2 years ago I played this song everyday while I drove to my shitty job at the bank and thought abt you with a smile on my face. I may have hated a lot of things but I was most content with life then
(Source: friggindonovan, via yon--yonson)