the midnight owl

i am living proof that the mind is a terrible thing.
drinker with writing problems.
cant write so i blog.

john-wann:

SO DID THEY HAVE HAIR OR NOT


This is important

john-wann:

SO DID THEY HAVE HAIR OR NOT

This is important

(Source: trynsave, via pizza)

I was utterly and irrevocably addicted to you for three days. And you to me. But when we said goodbyes I couldn’t accept that I had seen your face for the last time. After reaching out and waiting for so long for a reply I finally closed my heart on your chapter. I was scared that I did not have as much of an impact on you than you did on me. But today you reached out to me, and reopened all the memories I was so determined to close.

ex0skeletal:

Pro Tip: Instead of having feelings, try being dead inside. Everything is still horrible but you will not care at all.

(via wherehavemysocksgone)

fur && cartier love bangle
Sky Ferreira - Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down)

Bang Bang - Sky Ferreira

(Source: itseamedright, via meladoodle)

love to hate you
I often retrace that night in my mind
We left the crowd
 We snuck away 
Clumsy and laughing with drunken stupor
I don’t remember exactly how
But suddenly your lips were on mine
At some point we decided to leave 
And dragged half the beach’s sand into your room
Drunk and blind we soaked up each other’s bodies
It was a hot mess 
From the shower to your bed and back and forth again
There was an urgency that could not be met
Eating up every inch of your skin
Sinking into each other with reckless abandon
There was no time for thoughts
There was nothing left but to cling onto each other as if the world was going to end
Our bodies collided through a whirlwind around the room until we finally collapsed in heaven
I asked if we were going to sleep now
You told me you thought that’s why we turned the lights off
And we laughed about that 
I asked if I was allowed to stay
You laughed again and held me closer
 In the morning I learned the true definition of perfect fit
And what it meant when people said someone’s body was made for them
I have never felt more perfect with anyone than with you

“I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love.”

—   
Charles Bukowski

(Source: feellng)

I don’t know what I’m more scared of; that you will forget me or that I will forget you. I clutch onto the memories of your face so dearly, hoping they’ll never fade away but what if one day ill lose your smile altogether. How will my heart go on then.

neptunain:

i wish there wasn’t a stigma about doing things alone. you can’t go out to eat alone, you can’t see a movie alone, basically anything fun, you’re looked down on for doing alone and it’s so stupid you shouldn’t need other people to validate your decisions

This is wrong. People admire you for doing things alone. They are afraid of taking that step themselves so therefore you are considered brave. Crazy perhaps. But brave. Eating by yourself is relaxing, people watching is always so interesting. Watching movies by yourself is therapeutic, not to mention you can laugh aloud at the stupid parts you find funny without being conscious of yourself. Travelling by yourself is liberating, the only person you need to keep happy is yourself. Once you forget about social stigmas and what other people think then youll begin to realise that life is so much more than what’s considered normal.

(via pizza)

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disarms:

the power couple

disarms:

the power couple

(Source: giveme-yourattention, via fuckinq)

Honestly I look at these and I want to cry.
white or rose gold please