the midnight owl

everything is more beautiful because we are doomed

you will never be lovelier than you are you now

we will never be here again

I’m always going to be the hot messy fucked up girl that everybody wants and  nobody wants

I’m always going to be the hot messy fucked up girl that everybody wants and nobody wants

(Source: lanafan, via lanafan)

he used to call me poison
like I was poison ivy
I could’ve died right there
cause he was right beside me
hide & seek
people ask why some people get into drugs. why do some people get addicted to the chemicals that could potentially kill you. then why do people drive fast cars. why do people skydive. in a world so saturated with information, we are so constantly over stimulated, over exposed and over satiated that sober normativity no longer holds excitement for us. the somber simplicity that are our lives is no longer enough. we are constantly searching for the extremes of our mortality, pushing our boundaries to the edge, so desperate to feel something, anything, an ounce of emotion that resembles a new experience. or perhaps some people, living in a world so loud and busy, turn to drugs to drown out the noise, to slow down the turns that only seem to lead towards their inevitable deaths. these people are the ones to have it right though, for those who welcome death no longer fear it. only without fear can we live like kings and queens, and only with drugs and poisons can we feel like royals.

people ask why some people get into drugs. why do some people get addicted to the chemicals that could potentially kill you. then why do people drive fast cars. why do people skydive. in a world so saturated with information, we are so constantly over stimulated, over exposed and over satiated that sober normativity no longer holds excitement for us. the somber simplicity that are our lives is no longer enough. we are constantly searching for the extremes of our mortality, pushing our boundaries to the edge, so desperate to feel something, anything, an ounce of emotion that resembles a new experience. or perhaps some people, living in a world so loud and busy, turn to drugs to drown out the noise, to slow down the turns that only seem to lead towards their inevitable deaths. these people are the ones to have it right though, for those who welcome death no longer fear it. only without fear can we live like kings and queens, and only with drugs and poisons can we feel like royals.

(Source: lanadise)

“It’s like screaming and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing. And they will never understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless but nothing could save you. And when its over and its gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so you could have him back.”
Shared my body and my mind with you
But that’s all over now
I did what I had to do
I could see you leaving now

Shared my body and my mind with you
But that’s all over now
I did what I had to do
I could see you leaving now

(Source: e-verythingilove, via rehvolt)

Frank Ocean - Thinkin Bout You

Thinkin Bout You - Frank Ocean

2 years ago I played this song everyday while I drove to my shitty job at the bank and thought abt you with a smile on my face. I may have hated a lot of things but I was most content with life then

(Source: friggindonovan, via yon--yonson)

I’ve given you everything I could, and you decided it wasn’t for you. So why are you still tormenting me.
He loves his baby too
all my friends tell me I should move onI’m lying in the ocean singing your song

all my friends tell me I should move on
I’m lying in the ocean singing your song

(Source: notenoughforthatall)

do you believe in thisdo you believe in me

do you believe in this
do you believe in me

(Source: feelings-ew)